Untitled Thoughts III

Under the light of my desk lamp is where I find my comfort. My content, my ability to believe in myself to get my work done. The stresses of my other parts of my life are behind me, I focus on achieving satisfaction on a grade. Who cares that I have twelve hours to study for a test my professor didn't prepare us for. I believe in my ability to achieve, to change generations.

I am fortunate to have had my grandparents give me the necessary resources to go to school and not stress about loans. Some may say that "everything has been given to me." And while that may be partially true, there is a difference. I realize that it has been given to me through generosity and hope that I can work to the best of my ability to use these things wisely. I am grateful for the family that God has granted me. I may be confused and feel helpless right now, with the tiny stresses of the world get to me: relationship troubles, feeling friendless, wondering what the rest of my life will be like, what I will do for a living.

I am happy to use the things I have learned from my past experiences and the generation effects that have been pasted down for years. Tonight, I will take advantage of the opportunity in front of me, I will enjoy my music and try to understand the material that has presented itself to me.

Tonight, tonight, I am happy.